...Motivation needed...

What I'll do when I need motivation:



1. One of the things that I'll do when i need motivation is I'll look at this video.



2. Listen to songs that motivate me..
3. Read motivations book ( My fav he Magic of Thinking Big, Law of Attractions, the Secret)

Things in my mind:
1. Teaching school kids
2. Pursuing Master in project management
3. Invest in another property. To start investing inthis, I would need to gain knowledge first. Anyone interested to join me in knowledgeof searching and finally make this to a realization?

4. Why am I so hard on myself? I have never regret my past but what i regret is that my past makes me hard on my present.

For example: If people want to know me, i will already analyse that person without giving him a chance.

If he's a colleague - Oh no! This is not profesional. Susah nanti nak kerja...Bla bla bla

Not a coleague - Hmm. that will be difficult, will it? Dia kerja hujung sana. Aku kerja kat hujung sini. Nanti kesian anak2 parents balik lambat.

Another case - Hmm..dun think he can provide a stable life. Sorry!

One more - What if he find someone else while i'm learning to like him. No, i have to take good care of my heart.

That one- Oh God! He's married and the wife is so good. Still nak gatal2 lagik ker. So out of the story! Hmm...macam mana if someone i'm married to perangai the same like him. Ishhhh.....

Even one has told me " Naper, standard awak tinggi sanagt ker sampai awak reject saya and not even give me a chance? " No, it's not that mys tandard are highh. I dun even know what my standard is. The important thing for me is that I don't want to be heart-broken.

See, i'm always like this.