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I think no one understood what i crapped about below :D

Sentiasa bersyukur dengan apa yang ada. From the news i read today, di negara barat, ramai ibu bapa yang membunuh their children before killing themselves. Astagfirullah hal azim. I believe the current economy now plays a major factor in causing that. That is why peeps, always thank God on what you have now....

Sometimes i wish i am close to my family. I wish i could share a laughter with them which we rarely had. For the last 15 years, it had been raises of voices, hurt one another feelings, blaming another etc etc etc. This is what i have been wanting to avoid. That is why i am extremely careful in accepting people in my life...I have not known of the effect it had on me until now.. Indirectly, i hurt myself without knowing it...

Believe me i've tried...I seldom tell people about this because i know they will tell me to be patience :) ..hmm..if only they have been in my shoes for the last 15 years...

But then again, whatever it is , thank God for whatever i'm having now...