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Ooookkkaaay...forced by Miss ( Soon to be Mrs) Vtec to update my blog. I understood lately I have been a lil’ bit lazy in updating my blog. Ngeh ngeh ngeh…

Now I am penumpang di rumah cik Vtec for a few days. Something happened that lead to a traumatic event that makes me having sleepless night and loss of appetite. Doc diagnosed it as panic attack. It happens when you feel uneasy, your heart keeps beating fast, you felt restless, you can’t sleep, you can’t eat, you kept having negative thoughts and you don’t know what’s the reason that cause it. I was very scared at first not knowing what’s happening to me. A friend of mine SS was saying that I am having depression. It was quite true, I was not even aware I was having depression. I even went back to Penang for a week. Now, recovering well insyaAllah. Experts advise me not to be alone for the moments as thoughts might start embark on itself. Luckily I have my family , friends and love ones by my side. Thank you sooo much people. Felt so indebted to you guys. Muaks muaks…** hugs and kisses**

I have been waiting for a chance to help out with Miss Vtec wedding preparation which will be held in 17 more days! ( I check her blog almost everyday to keep track of the date). Unfortunately,there are not much to be done now, there will be something to do a few days before the nikah according to her mother….can’t wait!